Greetings from Melbourne

Peeps how's it going ? =)

Life here, i gotta tell you guys, is pretty much boring. Boring boring boring. At least for now.. Everyday i'm doing the same old stuff, same old routine. Morning wake up go uni come back eat bath online sleep. It doesn't get more interesting than that. I find that i have lost my direction, in studies, and in life altogether. I just don't get why am i here in Aus now when i really should get my butt back to Malaysia with my family. I miss them terribly ! Sorry but today is just one of those days where i ask myself, why in the world i came here in the first place ? I don't fit in here, anymore.

Some of you might be surprised at this. I'm so slacking in my studies nowadays. I simply can't focus in class. I understand nothing in the Math lecture, and guess what ? I failed my first Mathematics assignments badly. My test didn't go well either-i just scraped through the passing mark. My tutor's scratching her head, wondering how the hell i forgot that the limit of (1/x) as x goes to infinity is zero. Been skipping classes too. Kwee Loong gave me a stern lecture on that.. ahh he's like a big brother. During the weekends, i'm supposed to study, like now, but instead, i find myself wandering in the kitchen, snacking, or reading the newspapers, or just sleeping. Books make me puke. I'm just not in the zone nowadays. I save my pre-tutorial works for the last minute, and sometimes i don't even bother attempting them at all.

I'm making myself sound like such a loser here..

Anyways, i so wanna meetup with Kaitlin and Kent this mid-semester break ! Btw, for those of y'all who doesn't know, Kaitlin refers to Lijen. Hmm, we should so go out somewhere.. I havn't seem them for quite some time. Actually frankly speaking, i havn't been seeing Navi and Joyce in the uni either.. I still see Yean Ling once in a while in lectures. Argh i want to go out !! I want i want i want i want i want ! I'm sick of stuffing my face with lecture notes that doesn't even get in my head. I'm sick of staying at home, facing this stupid computer, trying to study but to no avail. I think i need a break. I really need this break to get my mind off things.. I think i'm going crazee ! Thank goodness the break is just around the corner. Just another freaking week of uni, and then i'll get my two-weeks break. After that, it'll be another 3 weeks before the dreaded final exam comes into the picture. And then after that, 3 months of summer holidays y'all ! Sad thing is that i'm not going back to Malaysia =(

Oh oh, before i forget. Happy Mooncake Festival !! Haha. At least i still get to eat mooncake here.. The boys bought and i ate some. Besides, my friend's mom made mooncakes, and she brought some for me ! Yummy. Winter's finally over.. Spring is here. I'm so charged for the weather to turn warm again ! This winter was definitely gloomy for me. Had loads of these to make me happy :

If you actually zoom in, there's writing on the wrapper that says :
For immediate relief of :Chocolate Cravings, Lovesickness, Exam Pressure, Mild Anxiety and Extreme Hunger.
Directions for use : Tear open wrapper, break off desired dosage and consume. Alternatively massage into affected area. Repeat dosage as required until finished. If symptoms persist consult your local confectioner.

Gee... now doesn't that explains my weight gain !! XD